"live with oneself" meaning in English

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    {
      "form": "lives with oneself",
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        "present",
        "singular",
        "third-person"
      ]
    },
    {
      "form": "living with oneself",
      "tags": [
        "participle",
        "present"
      ]
    },
    {
      "form": "lived with oneself",
      "tags": [
        "participle",
        "past"
      ]
    },
    {
      "form": "lived with oneself",
      "tags": [
        "past"
      ]
    }
  ],
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      },
      "expansion": "live with oneself (third-person singular simple present lives with oneself, present participle living with oneself, simple past and past participle lived with oneself)",
      "name": "en-verb"
    }
  ],
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  "lang_code": "en",
  "pos": "verb",
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      "examples": [
        {
          "text": "If I had killed him, I would never be able to live with myself.",
          "type": "example"
        }
      ],
      "glosses": [
        "To have a clear conscience, free of guilt or regret."
      ],
      "id": "en-live_with_oneself-en-verb-rJJcbfMF",
      "links": [
        [
          "clear",
          "clear"
        ],
        [
          "conscience",
          "conscience"
        ],
        [
          "guilt",
          "guilt"
        ],
        [
          "regret",
          "regret"
        ]
      ],
      "related": [
        {
          "word": "kick oneself"
        }
      ],
      "translations": [
        {
          "code": "fi",
          "lang": "Finnish",
          "sense": "Translations",
          "word": "elää itsensä kanssa"
        }
      ]
    }
  ],
  "word": "live with oneself"
}

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  "forms": [
    {
      "form": "lives with oneself",
      "tags": [
        "present",
        "singular",
        "third-person"
      ]
    },
    {
      "form": "living with oneself",
      "tags": [
        "participle",
        "present"
      ]
    },
    {
      "form": "lived with oneself",
      "tags": [
        "participle",
        "past"
      ]
    },
    {
      "form": "lived with oneself",
      "tags": [
        "past"
      ]
    }
  ],
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      },
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      "name": "en-verb"
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  "lang_code": "en",
  "pos": "verb",
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    {
      "word": "kick oneself"
    }
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        }
      ],
      "glosses": [
        "To have a clear conscience, free of guilt or regret."
      ],
      "links": [
        [
          "clear",
          "clear"
        ],
        [
          "conscience",
          "conscience"
        ],
        [
          "guilt",
          "guilt"
        ],
        [
          "regret",
          "regret"
        ]
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      "code": "fi",
      "lang": "Finnish",
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      "word": "elää itsensä kanssa"
    }
  ],
  "word": "live with oneself"
}